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[Nov. 22nd, 2007|09:19 pm] |
What kind of knitting needles are you?
You are "turbo" charged.Fast moving and classy, you get things done with power and grace. Your expensive tastes can be deceiving, since what you really value is quality and efficiency. As you're careening around those corners in life, finishing a dozen knitted objects each month, stop and smell the roses. Don't miss the beauty of process!
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[May. 24th, 2006|01:44 pm] |
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Which Anne Rice Vampire are you?
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| things will go my way... |
[Apr. 15th, 2006|11:20 pm] |
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despite the homework and the messy room i have to start working on there are alot of happy things going on in my life
1) JULIA IS COMING ON MONDAY! YES! KICKASS! IVE MISSED HER SO MUCH! hehe, i love this little german ball of energy who is already plannig on eating all the taco bell america has to offer, taking rocky horror by storm, and has decided to get my fat-ass into shape...aka she demands that i start jogging and become healthy and active. you cant imagine what its like to be glued to someones side for over a year and then have them ripped from you and re-located on the other side of the world. i was miserable for a long time after she left. and now i get her back wohoo! one small problem....im married to another woman (the beautiful miss jersey aka tiney) ...how is this one going to go over?
2) Steve is wonderful! despite all the stress we both have been under I know i always have him to fall back on. It was so nice to just say fuck the world for a night, get dressed up and go see a play (for those of you that dont know im a huge drama geek). sometimes i just look at him and wonder how i ever got so lucky. it was pure chance that we ever met, and i took a big chance on going after him, angsty chicks with huge Italian noses dont normally end up with the sweet, cute guy (ps, owe some thanks to a very good friend who told me to grow some balls and go after someone who would treat me with respect instead of dating losers and asses..) and lucky for me the chance payed off and almost a year and three months later i find myself just as crazy about him as ever.
3) I HAVE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GOD-DAUGHTER IN THE ENTIRE WORLD AND IM GOING TO SPOIL HER ROTTEN!!!!!
4) an old friend is visiting from florida soon.
ok, must go clean and study |
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[Apr. 1st, 2006|02:01 pm] |
thank you all so much for your comments, im sending them all to julia, im sure it will make her happy to here from all of you, i know she misses you guys...
jim jim, i'll be back at school monday
hope to see you soon |
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[Mar. 30th, 2006|09:44 pm] |
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ok everyone, I know you all remember julia. my wonderful and loving german friend. well, she suffered a very great loss tody. Julia's father died in an accident. no matter what i say right now it wont cover what she must be feeling. the point is i love her very much and she was very close to her dad. if you have any well wishes or happy memories, new pictures of yourself, songs, poems anything you wish to send her im gettina a package to send over to germany. please get them to me asap. |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|11:22 pm] |
| Your Toes Should Be Black | 
A total rulebreaker (and heartbreaker), you're always a little punk rock.
Your flirting style: Wacky and a bit shocking
Your ideal guy: An accomplished artist, musician, or writer
Stay away from: Preppy guys looking for a quick bad girl fling |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|11:13 pm] |
| Your Gemstone is Amethyst | 
Dignified, impressive, and wise.
You have a deeply spiritual soul |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|10:59 pm] |
| You Are Trinity | 
"Touch me and that hand will never touch anything again." |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|08:39 pm] |
| The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic | 
Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few.
But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky.
Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|08:26 pm] |
| Arty Kid | 
Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.
You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented! |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|08:22 pm] |
| You Are a Peacemaker Soul | 
You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.
War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.
You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.
Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.
While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.
You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.
On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit.
You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice.
Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|08:09 pm] |
| Your Heart Is Blue | 
Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.
Your flirting style: Friendly
Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe
Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish
What you bring to relationships: Loyalty |
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[Feb. 7th, 2006|02:36 pm] |
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note to self, surgery is not fun...avoid in future lol |
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[Feb. 5th, 2006|11:07 pm] |
Take the quiz:
Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle are You?
Master Splinter
You're wise beyond your years, and you're normally very, VERY calm in even the darkest of problems. You spend much time thinking over problems, trying to help others around you, and enjoying time alone and with family. Though you are a skilled warrior, at either power or mind, you prefer peace, harmony, and silence. Others look to you for help and words of wisdom, and often take your advise eagerly and with little question.
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[Feb. 2nd, 2006|09:03 am] |
Right Side Of The Bed
I can see her now
Dancing around, her drink in hand
All her baggage in tow
I just want to forget and let go
Of all the joy, all of the pain
I took your guilt and placed it into me
And now I kiss it goodbye
Our last dance ended fatall
Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died
There she goes again
Another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste
I just wish I could replace all the memories
Of what makes my blood run cold
And as your blood flows through me
I say goodbye to what we had
She came and went
I gnawed through my lip
Makeup smeared in her eyes
Each sob's a reason to say goodbye.
Sometimes when you're holding on
You'll never see the light
With flowers in her hair
I gazed upon with dead lovers eyes
She never looked so good
And I never felt so right
-ATREYU |
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[Jan. 28th, 2006|09:32 pm] |
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I LOVE JULIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Jan. 7th, 2006|06:53 pm] |
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Today i was talking to an old friend. one who has been sheilding me from his true opinions for a long time. basically he didnt want to hurt my feelings. i get the impression that he's greatly disappointed with the life i lead, like im sedated. like i wait for the world to take what it wants from my surroundings, and i gladly take whats left. maybe he's right. at one point in my life i was burning with an unshakeable reason, i wanted to change the entire fucking world. i wanted to fight everything head on. i was always a shy person, but i never shrank away from a conflict or from defending one of my friends. by why havent i ever taken any real risks for myself? when was the last time ive done anything dangeriously stupid, or exotic? when was the last time i ran off into the night not careing if i ever came back, when was the last time i screamed "fuck you" to my mother. i dont remember. i live in this dream world now. i have great friends a short walk away, my boyfriend is wonderful and i love him very much, my grades are great.and i figured out that i didnt want to die, that i was afraid of death. i have everything i have ever wanted. no depression, an ok relationship with my parents. but every time i talk to this friend i remember what it was to feel pain, the kind you could sob for weeks over and cut your own flesh to escape, and i remember what beauty is, real majesty captured in art, in words. i remember what fear is...that panic making ur pulse explode, dread seeping into the world around you like a physical being. i remember what it is to hate. to hate someone beyond any revenge or passage of time. just to hear someones name and feel yourself become engulfed in the flames of rage. i remember what it is to feel powerful, like at any moment you could take flight into the air and leave the world behind you.i remeber realizaing how massive exhistance is, that i could melt from the world and it wouldnt matter, i longed for it. i remeber what it is to see evil, to look it into its eyes and call it by name. and i remeber seeing true bravery..and Cowardice. to look into someones eyes and know that you could hide nothing from them..that they knew everything already. i remeber seeing and feeling so much more beauty and pain in the world than i do today. and i remember defeat, crushing agony. and i remember being able to write, to make things take life on the paper before me. to create worlds that would reach up and poses you. and im so afarid that one day i will wake up from my safe dream world, a place that has something i never felt before, contntment. to wake-up to the pain and the blackness, to the gotesque and blinding beauty of that other world, that other reality. i dont know if i could face it again, and sometimes i want to inject it ino my veins, feel it pulsing through my body. is it because im weak,or is it because i know better.i encompass these two realities within me. these two separate people. one dark and beautful, manipulative and crule, angelic in cunnig, ruthless, angry. yet brave, proud strong, protective to her own...a demon with an angle's face. the other is kind, undestanding and unassuming. she covers her hair and body hoping no one will notice the scars she made on her own skin. shes sucessful and loved. she is forgiven. shes full of regret for the hateful person she once was, full of love, timid, longing to create a safe and happy world. one where no one she cares about ever gets hurt. i world without shadows and lies. a photo-negative of her demonic and beautiful other image. which one is me? but which one am I? is one a lie? are they both the truth?..the great terror of my life is that one day, i will find out... |
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